Loving a person who loves you back, is the best thing in the world. It feels like you could surpass every trial, enjoy life in every second of it, see the meaning of things even in its simplest ways, and be the luckiest person in the world.
Every relationship has its own flaws. And in every relationship, has its own tough situations to handle. But what about if the problem.. is that the person whom you love.. can't fight for you and your relationship?
Its hurts to know that you're not the most important person in the world. It hurts because no matter what you do, you're still not their priority. And what hurts even more, is that even if they know that they're hurting you too much, they still wont and cant make you feel that every pain is worth it. And yet, even if you feel all this pain, you still love..no matter how stupid you become.. no matter how hard it gets.. and no matter how painful it could be.
Even if we could still see things clearly as how they seem it is, there are still tons of things that no matter what we do, we would not understand. There are lots of things that you hope you could hear from them. There are lots of questions that you want them to answer, even if you already know what it is.. and how painful these answers could be.
There's always a part of you that hopes.. that somewhere along those words that they utter, you'll find that one simple word that would make you strong. That would make you know that every pain is worth it, that every risk is worth taking, and that every tear is worth having.
No matter what happens, you continue to love. You continue to fight for what you know is right in the end. You continue to get hurt, believing and knowing that everything will fall to its right place at the right time. And still, you continue to love.. even if they make you feel that you're the only one who's fighting to make this right. :(
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